Getting used to new ways of
learning and advocating for myself.
I was so used to having teachers
help me and now I had to go ask for help.
My first two weeks at Twin Grove
Junior High was crazy. Transferring from
Cove School to Twin full time shocked me so much; it was as if a thunderbolt
struck with no warning. The shock left me feeling scared and very unsure of
myself. I was the new kid at the
school, not knowing what to do, who to turn to or who to seek help from.
This new kid had spent the last six
years attending Cove and receiving special services for my language learning
disability. Now, it was my time to come back to my district school, adjust to
junior high expectations and prepare for the transition to Stevenson High
School. Talk about high expectations for
a 14 year old!
When I was at Cove I had no
homeroom, stayed in one room for most of the time, and the classes were small. At Twin I had a homeroom, traveled class to
class, and sat in larger classes. Traveling
from class to class took longer and I had to get used to walking up and down
stairs. That took awhile to get used to because walking up and down the stairs so
much got me winded. Traveling and the
noise of tons more kids in a crowded hallway was a new experience at
first. I got used to this part of junior
high after the first month of school. It
didn’t seem to be much of a shock once I found my classes and had a traveling
buddy to talk to.
I got past this experience and then
needed to get used to the classrooms. At
Cove we had technology to help us concentrate. There were speakers in some
classes to amplify the teacher’s voice.
At Twin there wasn’t any speakers in the rooms and I had to change my
learning style to concentrate when the teacher talked.
Again, I had to adjust to this new set up and again I
adjusted over time. Things were starting
to settle in, but still crazy.
We go to school to learn. Both schools valued providing a good
education for all of the students. How I received the instruction to learn was
different in both schools. Cove valued
learning through assistance and one on one attention during all classes. Twin valued independent learning and
encouraging more peer help or seeking help on your own. For me, it was hard to advocate for myself
and it took me longer to get used to asking.
I was unsure of myself and how to ask for help. I was scared to ask on my own and I felt
that the teachers would look down on me. It was easier to be quiet than to ask
a question. I felt if you knew the
teacher, it would be easier to ask for help.
Some of other students knew the teacher from previous years and were
able to ask for help.
At Twin, we had groups of people
with similar interests due to sports and extra curricular activities. At Cove, we didn’t have as many choices. I had to figure out what I could do to fit
into a group. I chose to participate in
Band and Cross Country and Track. I felt
that I had to fit in and tried out new activities. Twin emphasized extra curricular activities
and getting involved. I had to balance
this with keeping up with my homework.
The norms were different between the schools. I was used to having reminders to do my
homework and help with my homework f I needed help without asking. While at Twin,
it was up to us to do the homework on time with no reminders. Because we had no
reminders at Twin for homework everything was graded. At Cove my progress was measured through my
individual learning goals. I felt pressure to keep up with the work to get good
high grades.
At Twin the emphasis for success
and achievement was receiving high letter grades and at Cove your success
showed up when you had a meeting and talked about your progress in your
goals.
The difference that I saw was at Cove
I was getting help on an individual basis. When I was at Twin I saw that I
needed to get more help from the teacher or ask for my accommodations. Good grades were seen as rewards or
sanctions for your work at Twin while progress at Cove was sanctioned.
Both
schools had behavior expectations and guidelines to follow. We needed to behave in class at both
schools. While at Cove, behavior was a
learning goal for some, there were some that received a form of punishment when
misbehaving during lunch or recess. For those that have the behavior goals
needs to be in a separate room for the lunch/recess. It is not for punishment;
it is more for their benefit if they stay in that room because they might hart
somebody if they get out of control with their behavior. At Twin, you knew there were rules and if you
chose to disobey, there were detentions.
By the middle part of the year, things were going better for
me. Looking back, I could see there were
more similarities than differences between the schools. Students went to school in a building with
several classrooms divided by grade or subject. The same instructional language
was spoken, we raised our hand to speak in class and we addressed the flag each
morning with the Pledge of Allegiance.
There were no different symbols to understand. The only difference was how I needed to fit
in with the norm with my learning disability.
The skill to self-advocate was one that I was not entirely prepared for
and something that I had to learn. I had
great experiences with most of my teachers as I could see they valued seeing
success for all. The shock of the
thunderbolt wore off and I enjoyed eighth grade. Looking back, the transition
to Stevenson started a little easier for me.
Instead of a thunderbolt, I got hit with a snowball.

